I am thinking of her because she was lend to me by God to keep me calm - same time last year, I turned my life to 360 degrees - I decided to wear hijab, I gave up my company , I have to take over Reach Out Malaysia's management after it was being dumped by the old commitee - my house was broken into, I was at a point when I thought " I could carry only so much on my shoulders ... I didnt know how to use the computer as good as I should .... But Minime was there to keep me company - she would lie down on my keyboard when I worked , she kept me company, she kept me sane . I am convinced now, it was because God wanted it to be that way - so I would go on and be what I should be and could be ...
Wearing tudung was not an easy task for me - I didnt know how to tie it - but Minime was there to keep me company while I was fighting with myself, when satan whispered "why the hell do you don a hijab for?" - I surfed through the net, I searched, I looked, I learnt and Hijab n the City was born at the tip of my fingers - could this be what it should be? Could this be what has been written ? Wouldnt I be restless had Minime didnt come to my life?
And today Minime should be a year old - but she was taken back 6 months ago by God - presumably he thought I was stronger enough and that I didnt need the little kitten anymore ... I couldnt help but thought, maybe that was the case.
But today, I could style a tudung like as if I was born to do it, I could make a head looks pretty (If there is such thing, really) and I now know sometimes your destiny is planned by unseen force - and as a fashionista who encouraged people to don on a hijab. in a strange way - I paved my way to God's will, because a Fashionista too, is God's creation . I thanked him for giving me Minime for that short a time and for making me closer to him in the weirdest way possible.